But I have to say that one of the biggest things for me has been learning to fit my own life in those gaps between feedings and diapers.
Today was a great triumph.
I have desperately missed working the garden and playing on the interwebs.
Today I got to spend about an hour and a half tying up tomato vines and watering the garden. I worked on my fb page (Ocean Starr Cline). I took some photos of my work and our garden, posted another listing on my Etsy site, got a portrait commission, had a delightful lunch at a local restaurant with my husband and father in law (and Tiny of course), did dishes and two loads of laundry, cleaned house…
Another thing I’ve really missed since having the baby was spending quality time with my parrot. I don’t take lightly my duty/responsibility to my daughter, but my bird will not leave in 18 years. He’s with me for maybe 25-30 more years and he will always have the mentality of a human toddler. Today I managed to fit in some good cuddling and grooming time with my dear birdy. Spending the evening time with him cleaning his feathers of their pins was so marvelous! I’ve missed it desperately and so has he.
My husband is spending the night at my father in law’s place helping out on the house so I’ve been mostly alone with the tiny creatures and my task list. I miss him when he’s gone, but he’s such a dear. When we met for lunch he even brought some leftover pasta salad to make sure I ate dinner. Even after the years we’ve been together, he calls at the end of every day and we never run out of things to talk about.
So this is my last happy task of the day. Tiny is in her crib sleeping and the bird is in his cage sleeping. I’m full and happy and all is beautiful in the world.




















